dhanyawaad.
main shiv ko bahut maanti hoon shuru se aur shiv ko apna guru banaya 6 saal pahle. koi swaarth nahi tha shiv se… kuchh paane ke liye nahi judi thi sirf prem tha Shiv se. aur mere jeevan ki jitni samasya thi wo bina kahe guru ki daya se swatah thik hoti gayin aur badi badi cheejen v guru ne diya. main guru daya se gurukaarya v bahut ki. ghar ghar jaa kar v. lekin pichhle 1.5 saal se mujhe aalas ho gya aur gurukaarya dheere dheere band ho gaya… namah shivaay v chhut gaya… sirf yaad raha ki shiv mere guru hain bas. lekin abhi mai achaanak ek bahut badi musibat me ghir gayi hun… jaise jeevan ke sabse bade kasht ne mujhe gher liya hai. aise me mujhe guru yaad aaye aur mai fir se guru kaarya shuru ki hoon par iss baar man me swaarth hai. kuchh paane ki ikshaa se jaise waapas aayi hun. pahle aisa nahi tha. prem to abhi v hai shiv se par mera ye kasht mera swarth haawi ho jaa raha hai mujh pe.
mai aapse ye puchhna chaahti hun ki kya guru kaarya band karne ke kaaran guru ne mera saath chhor diya tha? ya kya wo mujhe fir se apnaayenge? mere jeevan ka ye sabse bada kasht door karenge?